Last Friday night we met a young woman, A. We spoke with A for some length of
time. She seemed really open and shared quite a bit about herself. We asked her
if she wanted prayer and she asked that we would pray for her father to be
released from prison. She went on to explain that she felt unprotected and alone
without him and that she believed her life would significantly change when he
was able to care for and protect her. She believed the answer to her leaving the
life of prostitution was to have her father back in her life. As I was listening
I heard the Lord say, “tell her I am”. Over and over I kept hearing that and
knew I had to tell her that all the things she hoped her earthly father to be,
her heavenly was and more.
By the grace of God I was able to speak this truth to her and in the moment
she seemed to respond. She went from saying “if” and “when” to “now”. I told her
that her heavenly Father was able to deliver her now and perhaps we were sent
just for that reason.
This interaction with A spoke volumes to my heart. How often do we say to
ourselves “I will do this or that…if and when” when God is already there, ready
to deliver us. We look to the things of this world, to other people to take a
role that was meant for God alone. We will always come up short when we seek to
fill God’s position with another. And yet, when God takes this rightful position
we are free to be in a right relationship with others and the world around
us.
“A” did leave the street that night, whether out of faith (that God had come
to deliver her) or fear (of her current circumstances)… I don’t really know.
What I do know is God met us there and will continue to do so. God knows the
depths of our hearts and speaks straight to them. God comforts us, guides us,
assures us, provides for us, and desires to be our all and the choice is ours.
In the last few days as I have interacted with A, I can sense the battle taking
place within her. To choose to be free is to choose to walk by faith, faith in
a God who is not necessarily tangible (though even our presence on Friday night
challenges that idea) and may even seem distant in light of her current
circumstances, or to continue on bound up in chains always waiting for “if” or
“when”.
Please pray for A to choose life. Pray that she will know God as God is, our
gracious and merciful Father who longs to restore us. Jesus, who has
come and made a way for us out of bondage and into everlasting life. May her
image of an earthly father be changed and replaced by the gentle, yet firm love
and faithfulness of our heavenly Father.
“For you did not receive the spirit of bondage again to fear, but you
received the Spirit of adoption by whom we cry out, “Abba, Father. The
Spirit Himself bears witness with our spirit that we are children of God, and if
children, then heirs–heirs of God and joint heirs with Christ, if indeed we
suffer with Him, that we may also be glorified together. For I consider that the
sufferings of this present time are not worthy to be compared with the glory
which shall be revealed in us.” Romans 8:15-18
1 comment:
Thank you for sharing this testimony. I will continue to pray for each of you and your ministry. As a parent of one of your ministry members I have many concerns for his involvement in this ministry. Hearing what the LORD is doing in and through each of you helps me to know that He is at work and using you to share His love to those in great need.
Thank you,
Trina Kerr
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